a book of ordinary people

I was sitting in the clas...
the news came...
i didnt know how to react...
i got what i wanted, but not what i desired..
i wasnt shocked.. i wasnt even surprised..
yeah i was dissapointed..
yet again... i lost a friend..
i lost someone that i loved..
to anger and self destruction...
i got up and went to bathroom... the tears were ready to roll down my face..
then i looked at the mirror.,. and i knew that really i wasnt going to go on with it anymore..
i was standing where i wanted to stand, i was happy, i loved my life
i wasnt going to care about the people who dont care about themseleves anymore..
i came back to the class..
i didnt listen to the lecture..
i talked to a friend..
i told her everything...
even the being over part...
she gave me a hug...
i would never figure out why they did what they did..
even if they explain it to me..
its life..
we all go on...
i have a life to live and lead on..
they do too...
they are people.. normal people , they make mistakes..
they will live with that..
i dont have to live with them anymore...
and so life goes on!!

Labels: blackhole, ordinary stories

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