The Pandora
I lied to South Bay People, I told them I am staying in East bay for the holidays to catch up with things!!!
I lied to East bay people, I told them I am staying at home going nowhere to catch up with Things...
I drove to south Bay called this gal who doesnt know any of my friends and family and we went out had Sushi, drank , had cigaret; despite coughing like crazy...
The next day I went shopping all by myself...
The South Bay people called, I told them I am in East bay
The East Bay people called I told them I had to go to South Bay for a family matter...
I spend the whole day by myself...
I had dinner with my brother
He told me he is tired of his life
I offered him to go to Thailand..
he said " A smart man runs away from Cheshm Tang girls, he doesn't pay to have more of them.. "He said : " I want to do something that I am passionate about ..." He said he always wanted to be like Marlon Brando in God Father...
He said he wanted to put his skills into some good use, he feels like he is being wasted as a programmer..
We decided to go to blockbuster and rent Godfather and watch it all over again, maybe he finds some inspiration... I told him i dont want to go back to east bay, that I am done with school... i simply dont want to go back,.. he persuaded me to go back using logic and stuff..
I drove back to East Bay.... called my friends in south bay and apologized for not being able to make it to the dinner party once again, calling my family and apologizing for not being able to meet up with them because i was sick in the east bay..
I called my friends in the East bay , and apologized for not being able to go clubbing in the city with them because of the family engagements...
I lie to people, a lot... the ones who love me forgive me , the ones who dont get hurt..
None of them understands that I just want to be in my own No-man's land..
that most of the times i spend time with THEM, because i know how much they hate to be alone... because i feel bad for them..
other than that.. i dont mind being alone at all...
Labels: blackhole, ordinary stories
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on Monday, January 15, 2007 at 11:23 PM.
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u remind me so much of me... except, i don't like being alone, so i don't know why i try to get out of things... probably because i get deeply hurt from shit all the time, not them...
btw, tell ur bro to stick to his job and be marlon brando on the side... unfortunately nothing will be accomplished by being poor!
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