Tuesday, September 16, 2008
1. I saw an ordinary man in the street wearing scrubs only the pants though, I was wondering how come I don't know him. He must work in the same place as I do, he came closer he was wearing jeans. I did not know him, he was just an ordinary man.....
2. I do not believe in Sacredness of life anymore, sometimes ones life becomes a burden on everyone. We are getting better at shutting the door on death's face just to have him come back from the back door and surprise us. I do not know if my mentor believes in sacredness of life or not, but he treats every life as if it is sacred. He is too smart to even contemplate about moral dilemmas, he channels all his nervous energy into Caring for every single person that exists on the face of earth, by passionately doing his job....
3. There is no such a thing as mistakes, there are things that you do and there are things that you do not do. The other day I did not DO this thing that I could have done, just because I would never do such a thing....
4. He told me I need not to judge people who I am caring for, all I have to do is to do my job. If I can not do that, I have to pack my bags and leave. And no it was not my boss who told me this but my dad....
5. I have never lived in a city with so much negative energy surrounding me , for the first time in my life I have given up on pushing things forward, all i do these days is just sit back and watch.
6. For the first time in my life I am not a even bit confused about my life, it is what it supposed to be. As scary as it sounds I am pretty much enjoying every moment of it, even if I am pretending that I am suffering....
7. I can not stand people who promise you hope even though everyone knows that you can not deliver hope. I for one never promised something I am not able to deliver...
Labels: ordinary stories, rotation diaries
