Hospitals feel like a battle field, you are at the front all the time, getting shot at....
I just wanted to go to the Jacuzzi and relax, until i dipped my toes in the pool. The water was warm and nice and so was the weather and I knew I needed to dive in, and I did. I swam vigorously; for half an hour. Front crawl, back stroke , breast stroke, butterfly all four of them. I haven't swam so vigorously since undergraduate when I would practice 8 hours a day with my team. All those practices made me hate swimming for a long time, well to paraphrase it , it made me not enjoy swimming for a long time.
But I needed it , there was a lot of anger inside of me that needed to come out. Today I was a college kid who needed to prove something to the world... Deep down I even wished that other people see me while doing my butterfly strokes....
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